Disillusion, by Take & Take

Disillusion

by Take & Take

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1.	Digging 04:32	lyrics	buy track
I only want to let go of this I only want to forget I only want to let go of this I only want to forget If I could leave my body, would I? If you could leave your body, wouldn’t you? Wouldn’t you? I’m going deep, I’m going down But I’m digging my way out I only want to let go of this I only want to forget I only want to let go of this I only want to forget Right then, right there I’m swept down the waterfall (the waterfall, the waterfall, the waterfall) Right here, right now, I’ll never sleep, I’ll never breathe (I’ll never sleep, I’ll never DREAM) I only want to let go of this I only want to forget I only want to let go of this I only want to forget I’m going deep, I’m going down But I’m digging my way out All I’ve been and all I’ll be Is left to me, it’s left to me I’m going deep, I’m going down But I’m digging my way out All I’ve been and all I’ll be It’s left to me I only want to let go of this I only want to forget I only want to let go of this I only want to forget
2.	Sticky 04:25	lyrics	buy track
It’s already over with God, in spite of all you did You’re done You’re dead Afterlife is just a myth This life isn’t holy yet I’m lost Alone I am only my loss and healing Left to think for myself I am no god I have no god Just lies and demons Woah Oh Yea Oh Yea For years and years I wanted this To fuck it up bad enough to warrant the hit Rock bottom Fall hard enough to But here I’m standing comfortable Fat and happy, it’s laughable I spit on you, I spit on yours So curse you and your beliefs too Your lies Oh yea lies lies liars Lies lies lies liars I am sticky I can’t let go I can’t say no It’s best to go
3.	Get Off 06:35	lyrics	buy track
I was born into battle and what did I see Still slick with afterbirth, my vision blurry? Dying fools! Handing out their business cards. “You don’t matter, Never will, come in tomorrow, better make quota, child.” Take notes, learn the lesson, put down the book Life comes to kill you don’t get a second look Pull the strings that pull you, with luck you’ll unravel Whatever it’s pointless I’ll see you in hell Play the game and pay the state, Until you Play the game and masticate, Until you die, oh Play the game and fornicate, Until you die, til you die, die, die Step outside, Dazzling bright Those brave souls, Lost in the night Look outside, Blinding light You’ve lost control, Get off the ride Let the rest control you what do you know Got no friends you’re ready to go Cmon lose control Cmon Oh, life is disappointment and life is pain You should wear a smile son you’ll always gain Just imagine, soon you’ll be promoted! Honored! Looked up to! Heaven will treat you well! Play the game and pay the state, Until you Play the game and masturbate, Until you die, oh Play the game and self-fellate, Until you waste away and… Die! Until you die D-Die Waiting to… Die Step outside, Dazzling bright Those brave souls, Lost in the night Look outside, Blinding light You’ve lost control, Get off the ride
4.	Lick 04:43	lyrics	buy track
1 and 1 is 5 3 and 2’s a lie Stop and drop and burn alive ...burn Stick it in your eye Tommy, what a guy Come on baby let me see ...boob We’re all we are We’re all we know Tear eyes away Now face the pain Secrets don’t make friends What’s that? Come again Spit it out don’t make me wait ...rude I’m just telling you Got such attitude Just get the hell away from me ...KO We’re all we are We’re all we know Tear eyes away Now face the pain Eyes wide mouth agape right in front of your face Don’t tell me what it means to me Lick the dripping sick right from the tit Of the hegemony We’re all we are We’re all we know Tear eyes away Now face the pain Eyes wide mouth agape right in front of your face Don’t tell me what it means to me Lick the dripping sick right from the tit Of the hegemony
5.	I'm Ritch! 02:40	info	buy track
6.	Constantly 08:25	lyrics	buy track
Finally Come to me Finally Let it be Constantly Come to me Constantly Relent-lessly They’ll tell you what you know, But it’s wrong You know you’ll never reach the end! Don’t let it go Don’t play along Don’t take a chance (why don’t you) Take a step back (you really should) LEARN your fucking place (why don’t you) listen what I say Don’t take a chance (why don’t you) Take a step back (you really should) KNOW your fucking place (why don’t you) listen what I say Constantly! Finally! My chance! It comes to me! Finally Come to me Finally Let it be Constantly Come to me Constantly Relent-lessly The words you said come flooding back The things you said behind my back They are nothing in the end, so small The past recedes, comes flooding back Eternal return, no turning back We are nothing, nothing at all
7.	The Straight Line 05:31	lyrics	buy track
We’ll not divert from the path Straight on Straight line Straight shot Beeline No turns No tricks No meandering walks No curving left No swerving right Always in line Always in sight Straight on Straight line We’ll not divert from the path Forwards forwards No going back Never stray from the path Never stray from the path There’s no going back Fall to your knees and give thanks For we finally have found the way Never stray x3 from the path We’ll not divert from the path Straight on Straight line X2 You know it’s death to falter! The path branches and branches again Lost! Defiled! Unsanctified! Blasphemed! Despite their best efforts To distract and confuse We march straight forth We must continue Forwards! Forwards!! No going back
8.	Grudge 03:51	lyrics	buy track
I’m gonna take your soul and call it my own I’m gonna feed on it ‘til I am done You can’t ignore fate’s desire What’s yours is mine forever Oh I have growing pains every growing day Oh yea just want it to go away go away go away Stay away from me (I’ll haunt you baby til your days are through) Get the fuck away from me (Woah) Yeah yeah yeah All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along You can’t do that All I wanted was to get along You can’t do that Every chance you get you run away Yea you’re a chickenshit coward, get away from me Stay away from me (I’ll haunt you baby til your days are through) Get the fuck away from me (Woah) Yeah yeah yeah All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along You can’t do that All I wanted was to get along I’m gonna slit your throat, just you try and gloat You can’t do that Woah Oh yea yea All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along No you can’t do that No you can’t do that All I wanted was to get along You can’t do that All I wanted was to get along I’m gonna slit your throat, I’m gonna slit your throat You can’t do that I’m gonna take your soul and call it my own I’m gonna feed on it ‘til I am done and sated You can’t ignore fate’s desire What’s yours is mine forever
9.	That Won't Last 03:52	lyrics	buy track
Oh when I started running I was young and prone To impulsive decisions had a fuck-it attitude Now I’ve gone so far afield I’ve lost my way Anyone that tries to help is an affront to me I’ve no discernment anymore between good and bad That is the past with God and Satan That won’t last x3 Woah Chorus: That won’t last Won’t you stay a while With me Relax and sleep Rest your eyes Nothing’s wrong child Aaahh Oh, in my mind I get in fights constantly I rip apart the bodies let them rot and decay On the outside I’m just smiling “Stay for a while” On the inside I’m still burning, maim, murder, kill Flew too close and now they’re melting, these wings I wear But I won’t admit my flesh is [submit, my vengeance] searing from my bones Too high to fly now in hell, I’ll pay I’ll pay I’ll pay Toll the bell I’ll pay Cmon Chorus: That won’t last Won’t you stay a while With me (growl) Relax and sleep Rest your eyes Nothing’s wrong Why we gotta die Why
10.	The Choice 03:41	lyrics	buy track
He ponders and thinks and worries and frets and Wait too long and he’s lost the moment He ponders and thinks and worries and frets and Wait too long and he’s lost the moment Infinite Infinity [latin] Already made Already done I’m ready to make the choice to come Already made Already done I’m ready to make the choice despite Infinite Infinity Infinitesimal options, consequences add up Make the choice Every future lost except for those created Make the choice again All you have is yours to break and bend Make the choice Every future lost except for those created Make the choice again All you have is yours to break and bend
11.	You Done Me Wrong 05:16	lyrics	buy track
You done me wrong Knew all along I stayed so long All I had is gone Oh You done me wrong Knew all along If you think I’ll go quiet, that I’ll say goodnight You’d be wrong, you’d be wrong If you think I’ll go silent into that good night You’d be wrong You’d be wrong What happened to loyalty? You’re nothing to us you’re nothing to me What happened to loyalty? There never was, and never will be You done me wrong Knew all along I stayed so long All I had is gone You done me wrong Knew all along I stayed so long All I had is gone

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released March 22, 2024

Written, Recorded, Produced, Performed, Edited by Eddie Trager
Mixed by Matt Bayles at Red Room in Seattle, WA.
Mastered by Jens Bogren at Fascination Street Studios in Malmo, Sweden

Cover Art by Eddie Trager

Take & Take Logo by Eddie Trager and Andrew Classen

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Take & Take Los Angeles, California

Take & Take is the sound of personal struggle and awakening, of greed and gain, of telling lies and being lied to, of deep disappointment and personal loss, of prideful ego and the fall that inevitably follows. At the same time it is a triumph, a grand “fuck you” to the world shouted with abandon, a poetic testament to the power of heavy music. Take & Take is for those who listen. ... more